I have a wonderful life. An amazing husband, whom I could go on and on about how wonderful he is, the most amazing friends, that are there for me always, and a job that is the best.
Through all this I still have my down days. Days where I stress about life. Days that despite all the joys in my life, I seem to only see the negatives. Lately, this has been happening. I think about money for most the day. How I wish I had more, how I hat ethe I have debts, and that I wish I hadn't used our wedding money to pay off my credit card. Josh insisted I do this, and although it was the right and smart thing to do, I hate the I had debt that I needed to pay off.
I wish that someone, and stranger maybe, would come up and say " You do good things in life. It's been hard on you, and here is 5,000, 10,000 whatever," It would ever happen, but man it would be nice.
Ok, a happier, yet money related note; Josh and I started seriously talking about buying a house. Where we live now is great, with the exception that it's right on a main road, and has become a little pricey for us. Even with a roommate it's difficult. Our lease is up next spring, and although I don't think we will be ready to buy then, now is the time to start thinking about it. Hence, thinking about money, and saving lots of it, in not a lot of time. We are going to look at an area this weekend, and hopefully we'll come out of it, not with the idea to move there, but more of what we want and do want as individuals and as a couple.
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